this post is meant to mean nothing... i haven't written in a while and the interval makes me uneasy.
i've felt the first spark of ambition.... real ambition... last week.
i didn't quite know what it was. i've been familiar with only one dimension of ambition... "looking forward to something" :)
the other dimensions i called dreaming and wishful thinking remain, but somewhere special in my heart. they cannot and should not be described. :) what i felt recently was a rush of blood to my palms, my eyes, my feet... like i wanna start right now! maybe it is ambition, i have no standardized guidelines to say "yes this is it!" but it makes me feel happy thunking i can and want to do it.... :)
apart from this im living an invisible life, invisible even to myself. when i think i'll write. :)
thill then , :)
words and time
this is a learner's license drive in blogging
- dimaagee keedaa :)
- India
- i know not what i am, i know not where i go, i show not all my mind, i am not what i show.....
2 comments:
Hey, amazing to see that you too felt what i did a couple of weeks ago. for the first time in my life!! :D
the sureity of purpose, the enthusiasm, the joyfull confidence.. selflessness.. absence of doubt.. did u feel the same?
selfless?????!?!??! not quite... the doubt remained but in a sweet way. there is a doubt of what i want, but no doubts abt what i don't want! :)
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